Yes.. its back to the same old cycle..
once the hectic schedule is over, comes the study break and finally the exams..
i guess most of the things in life are jus repetitions of the different stages in the cycle..
even though this term's modules can be considered the most difficult and of importance..
i find this term's module the most interesting and enjoyable..
especially when the commercial law lecturer looks and talks like the WWE star Hulk Hogan( except the indian version ) LOL!!
really enjoyed the law classes and picked up a thing or two about commercial law..
the most exciting thing happening now is that i m at Prac 4 of my bike lessons!!! yay!!!
but too but my theory class is in mid july.. so i gotta wait for some time before i get my PDL and get onto the roads..
life is still good.. alot of hillarious movies out this month.. hahas..
i m still waiting for Harry Potter though.. looking forward to it.. it will only be out in Nov.. Zzzzzzzz
just had a nice class gathering at Pasir ris ytd.. nice to catch up with sec sch frens..
its quite fun and exciting to look forward to the changes in everyone since we only meet up once in a blue moon..
hmmm gotta find some way to start earning some cash again.. guess most of it would be used up when i finished my lessons..
now i m still undecided as to what bike to buy.. getting anxious to hit the road and feel the joy of riding..
maybe i shuld start studying the road directory too.. LOL
back to movies...
- Mood:
bouncy
Its really been a hectic schedule.. endless law assignments, even though it is interesting to read about..
strict marketing lecturer, never fails to rush us to finish our projects when he hasn't even finished teaching or explaining to us how to go about or what he wants in it..
last min news from the street festival organisers that left us with only 1 week to prepare a performance of 45mins..
it was bad enough to not have enough rest, but being sick at the same time made it a whole lot worse..
things just seems endless and accumulating.. maybe its the only way to live a fruit-ful life?
well.. luckily enough, we managed to pull of the show during street fest..
and boy, i had a blast! =D
Thanks to my dad for his support and lending his expertise in help us camcord the whole performance..
my dear mum that rushed down from work, my pro uncle Mike and aunt Sharon for their support..
Many thanks too to my dear friends that came down in the night, Asiq, Vicky, Jun Ming and his classmates..
it meant alot, to see familiar faces when i was up there performing.. needless to say, thanks for making me laugh!! LOL
Thanks to everyone that came down to support Tea-L.. (not very sure if we are gonna change our name)
We had the biggest crowd during the whole performance that night.. Thanks to all of u people, this was possible..
hope u all enjoyed the music.. =D
alright, 1 down, 2 more to go..
gotta rush the marketing project soon.. law will have to be put on hold..
meet with u guys sOOn~
- Mood:
full
past recalls were the start of sch, going to work, finishing exams, finishing work..
then *POOFFF~ Bird's day is over..
good things bad things happened..
mistakes learnt, not to be repeated..
there are times when i become too selfish that all i thought of was myself,
i didnt give consideration to anything else.. your feelings and thoughts in particular..
i forgot that we are different in ways, the act of our doings and the thoughts of our minds..
the clouds have cleared and i have a clear mind now..
i understand.. forgive me my dear significant..
Woootttssss many stuffs done on my bird day..
went to seoul garden for dinner with my frens.. ate till bloated stomachs..
went out with Dearie to her fav pub.. Georges!!
woooTTTTT they had nice mushroom soup and potato wedges!!!
really enjoyed the night.. she invited her frens too and we had some drinks..
or maybe a couple too much of it..
the 1st drink which was a tequila shot was nice!!
no lingering taste in the mouth after it went down..
got a nice warm feeling down the throat to the stomach..
the 2nd was a Flamming LamBO!!
wootS that was some hot shit.. ought to try it guys..
then the Sex in the shower was alright.. it tasted like orange juice + peach + vodka..
for desert we had some irish ice cream with baileys..
i really like the food there.. WootTTTS~ shall go back there soon man..
but really had too much to swallow.. ended the night with alot of puke and a splitting headache!!
LOL!!
but its fine now... Yes!!! my motorbike licence!!! i m COMINGGG!!!
paycheck pls hurry up..
alright i m hungry now...
bye~
- Mood: bouncy
the ah nehs i see outside, drinking coffee at void decks, squatting by the roadsides..
all look like the ah nehs working in CES!!
LOL!!!! that's a joke..
the performance is on this sat at West Inn hotel for HSA's Dinner and Dance..
the equipment and stuffs are still a pain in the neck..
hope everything goes well.. think the health minister will be there..
heard that he has got like some 'super power'
more work later on.. time to ascend the stairs to my heavenly solace..
|ong to be seen as part of you...
- Mood:
lethargic
the IT exam didnt appeared as easy as it seemed..
the lecturer cheated us.. say only got MCQ questions..
but he last min sent and email to supposingly 'all' the students the short ans and essay question for the exam..
most of us didnt recieve it though.. like me..
so it was some last min studying once again.. =X
working at CES is always tiring..
the trolley just ran over my right leg ytd..
just when i recovered from the one on my left, now there's another bruise and swell on the right. WTH!
Ytd was the screening of our MV at NTU.. i was late so i missed out on ours..
but we had a chance to see the other MVs made by the other students..
hillarious were some, excellent were others..
we went out for dinner and watched The Forbidden City after that..
it was nice.. with the 2 kung fu hassles acting and speaking mostly in Eng!! LOL
there was a cool girl with white long hair too!! and she uses a whip!! whahahahahahaHAHAhaAHAH SO COOOOLLLLL~~~
to bed now.. work tml..
with the memories of classes and lessons fading to grey..
there shuldnt be anymore last min studies for me..
i m gonna score the best i can..
to do you proud.. to be satisfied, with myself that is..
its gonna be a birthday party later..
mine would be less than a month..
finally i m turning 18..
most probably, its the time to grow up..
no more fooling around wasting time..
everyone around has been saying and speaking of their time running out..
i was wondering.. what have i done with mine..
what accomplishments have i got.. which goals have i attained..
its making me realise, no point being ignorant anymore..
ignorant can no longer be a bliss.. its time to handle the growing up process..
i know its been hard on u my love..
its a first for the both of us..
lets just keep in mind that we shall handle a day at a time,
and leave the worries of tml for tml..
we haven got much time for ourselves..
lets cherish these times and leave the worrying for later..
similar in the ways we are, i do understand what its like,
when thoughts gets flooded into your mind..
lets just phase out these cacophony of the surroundings..
fall into the arms of each other, be what we are..
i think i heard these from a part of a song, and i find it meaningful..
Strangers in the night..
exhcanging glances,
wondering what would be their chances..
two lovely people of the world~
somehow, its speaks alot about us..
the way we met, the flow we progressed, till what we are now..
i cherish every moment we have together,
restircted in ways we are..
slowly, but surely,
we shall break free from these shackles and binds..
and be free to be who and what we are..
i will be looking forward to this day..
ever so anxious..
P.S: to my silly gurl that is always falling asleep, Jiayou Jiayou!!! =D
we are, mirrors for the light of one another..
- Mood:
loved
last min projects and such..
band is gonna come up with another MV.. some cool shit!!!
the locations and concepts have been finalised..
additional thing to look forward to.. gonna finish up with recording of our songs 1st..
2 more days of sch, and it will be the term break..
seems like i just returned to sch after the previous term break..
all that's left is the IT project and report that goes with it..
its not really difficult.. just cant seem to get down to doing it..
ytd was the last lesson for banking, and we got some tips for the exams.. WoooHuuuuu~
alright i will try my best not to do anymore last min studying and stuffs.. LOL
since that day after the talk with the band, we realised that there is alot of responsibility on hand..
every choice, decision we make, will affect us all as a whole band.. so gotta be extremely careful now..
hmm, its true that not many bands have made it through with couples within..
but well, u know that feeling u get, one that hopes for the miracle to happen to you and prove others wrong..
yes, this is it..
the unexpected does happen, and when it hits..
i m sorry, i couldn't withstand such a blow..
it had been so long since i had such feelings, and the thought that it would be gone almost so quickly,
it hit me hard..
like the flow of a majestic river, it surged through..
i tried with all i had, to resist it..
this constriction in the chest, and i failed miserably..
i m just so elated and thankful that everything turned out well in the end..
i wouldnt know what i would have to do otherwise..
Cherish,
thats what i would say, faith is all i have..
last night was amazing..
ambiguous of when such a time would repeat..
the anticipation excites within me..
touched i m, comforted i was..
thanks so much, for being ever so caring..
u are my prized one, who i will ever hold so dear..
apologies for the sleepless night..
These marks are prove..
- Mood: relieved
and i dont wanna jump to any conclusion or anything about it yet..
so we shall see how it goes and then i will talk about it..
beacuse i don think everything is settled yet..
at least not for everyone..
its good in way, and not really ideal as well..
but at least it has been made known..
i know its a serious matter.. we know that it is..
and that it doesnt only concern me or her but everyone else in Tea-L as well..
yes we have considered that, and thats why it has been taken into consideration..
this is gonna be some challenge, its like totally different from previous relationships,
and i guess thats what that is gonna make us cherish it even more..
so yes, the pressure is on, and yupp, lots of stuffs to keep me preoccupied and busy with..
plans, solutions, stituations.. yup almost everything that may happen or would happen..
i got to be ready for it, beacuse now its concerns the whole band..
and yes.. alot of effort and blood and sweat has been put into to mould Tea-L into what we are now..
even thought i did not go through the storms and winds with you guys,
just by the way u all talk about it, i can feel and understand..
i maybe 18(soon).. but i m not dumb or anything.
i do know how to think and act rationally..
and i do know also its not up to me or us to mess up and end up ruining everything for everyone..
so yes... we do place the band as top..
and we will work out some solution..
have trust and faith, we will do all we can to not affect the band..
till then~
Fostering...
its just a timing that never fails to confuse the mind, scrambling up the days that we know..
this day is one i will hold dear..
unspoken doubts and mystery thoughts have been cleared,
till the point of tranquility and enlightenment..
i woke up ytd, fearful, almost tearing,
but u called me back from the nightmares that i had to face..
at this instance, reality felt good, so real and heart-warming..
its a first, since i had confided in someone and expressed all my thoughts and feelings,
the pain, joy, laughters and memorable ones..
just all at once, they were projected from the deepest domain, right to you..
the tears that flowed, the smiles and laughters,
all a 100% of what i feel..
ur happiness was my encouragement,
to strive on with motivation..
i will give it my all, holding back nothing at all..
with ur company i m more than contented,
it was all that i hoped and asked for..
seeing that smile spread across your face,
it stretches all the way to mine.. =D
hope i didnt scare u with my emotions,
it just felt so comfortable and easy to share whatever i have thought about..
thanks too, for all the comforting and those sweet smiles..
if i had to be the girl,
i totally wouldnt mind.. =P
i rather let u enjoy being the girl, the pampered one..
with crossed fingers and arms,
Step by step, 1 at a time, we shall get there..
on looping replay in my mind... you are so beautiful~
- Mood: relieved
- Music:SG - So Beautiful
my bro got 1 of his fren to be the camera man cum director.. hahas.. the plans for the MV are going well so far.. really looking forward to this too..
banking and finance assignment is due on tues.. and we haven started a shit on it yet.. guess tml is gonna be a long day..
HAHAHAHAS..
was supposed to finish up the project now at Asiq's hse.. but Clarence, Emest and Jun Ming came over.. so we got distracted and started taking random pictures!! LOL..
but its all good.. some fun we had.. =D
it was nice today, the surreal that i could feel..
the act that wasnt an act...
things that happened so far all seemed staged in our favour...
are we fated? or did i just get lucky..?
which ever it is, it doesnt matter anymore..
i have felt what i can only dream of..
it's warmth,
the tidal pulse that streamed through every vessel right to my heart..
it melted right away into ur hands..
that which was frozen and isolated was revived and alive once again..
pulsating ever so strongly again..
coldness, seclusion, and the sate of solitude be gone..
time that was wasted is now being made up for..
if only the hands of the clock wound turn in the opposite way and reality which follows..
it would just be another dream.. or nightmare..
all that i could ask for is taking place right now..
i would give my all for it to be cherished..
intersection of crossing paths...
- Mood:
high
had a holiday from school, and especially since its a friday, its a exteneded weekend-break~~
hahas.. but its the same for me.. got make-up lessons later on...
some boring.. but its alright.. think gonna head out after that.. not going to waste my SATTTT!!!
TGIF for me, be it fate or luck or whatever that happened to make this happen..
thanks so much, it has been a blessing..
never had i expected it to happen.. but i did hope it would..
and it DIDDDDDDDD!!!
hahas.. overjoyed~
the bed is calling.. lessons tml.. ZzzzzzzZzzzzzz
- Mood: grateful
lol.. one day he was like scolding my other classmates just for talking in class and even asked them to get out of class for a talk..
and today he was in a super good mood!!! he even declared today 'OUR DAY'
like WTHH... hahas..
anyways he was like trying to be lame with the class from start.. doing alot of lame shits..
then i popped the question ' when will our projects be dued'
and he said ' since today is declared your day, why don u decide'
so i managed to postpone it to the last few lessons of claSSS...
wooooHOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~`
thats a load of my mind..
now whats left is the banking and finance assignment that is dued on monday.. hahahahahs...
some cool shit...
alright off to mahjohn..
i m glad i did..
- Mood: cheerful
just a few hours ago, we had to take a banking and finance test..
planned to burn the midnight oil and study through the night ytd..
but failed.. the mood was gone.. and i headed over to JM's house for more mahjohn!!!!
hahas...
ended up scraping through the whole 5chapters in the morning just before going to class for the test..
the MCQs were like easy, some were total give aways..
but we had to choose 5 out of 7 short-ans-qn at the other section..
hmm lets predict.. i really hope i get at least 70% LOL!!!
its been a damm tiring day.. tried hard to keep my eyes and ears opened in class.. but i was dozing off after the test already..
brain cells all dead..
and whats worst.. i discovered that the IT project is due this SAT and the banking 1 is dued next MON!!!
OMGGG.... save me....
i don have the mood to do projects now.. like i needa break from studying so 'hard' for the test..
replenish some brain juice!!!!
shucks... this just suckSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
like cant enjoy even after a small little test....
GrrrRRRrrRrRrRRrrrrrRRrrrrrrr
okies.. i think i m going kinda insane..
eye lids getting heavier... panda eyes coming out...
nights
if only i could read between the lines...
- Mood: blah
but rather a self-proclaimed break from IT lesson today..
blessed by rain.. i have yet to enjoy the cooling weather of the past few days..
physical being too exhausted to move anymore.. i decided to stay home today(thinking that there was gonna be rain later on) to enjoy the cold weather snuggled under warm sheets.. and not in freezing bus rides nor classrooms..
sadly, there was no rain.. but still i had a nice rest.. finally..
banking and finance test is gonna be on tues.. and i have not studied shyt.. projects have not taken shapes..
mind is left blank, no ability to recall..
guess its time for revision and work.. the boring part of education.. but also the most essential part..
to me, i think that self-study would be most effective in order for us to remember stuffs..
but i m too lazy for that.. and at this level, nothing everything thats said by the lecturer gets absorbed in my head.. DAmmmmmm
soon.. soon i guess... Zzzz
supper at JK was good.. been awhile since i had the prata and teh there.. jamming tml.. time for bed..
The unsaid..
- Mood: listless
today was jogging day again.. hahas.. so i m still keeping up to my routine.. hahas.. hope this will lasttttt......
some tiring thanks.. and i have learnt my lesson the hard way.. nvr ever to eat again before running.. even if its just a little tweeny portion..
LOL.. gives u some abdomen pain.. and makes ur stomach feel weird.. like a overloaded washing machine, mixing up all the clothes and exhuming when it has reached critical point.. hahas..
finally i m cooled down.. i have decided to skip class today for once.. the weather for the past few days have been so enjoyable..
for those snuggled under warm sheets in bed.. its shall be my turn today, rather than freezing on the bus journey to sch, followed by a re-freezing in the classroom again.. hahas..
winter has dropped by i guess.. its nice to have the cold, rather than the hot and humid everydays here..
admist the trail of snow dust a heavy heart lies..
betrayed loyalty, forgotten promises, broken bonds..
are these all that classify the humanoid??
disappointment, regret and despair.. is that all thats left to be felt?
my mind feels like its gonna shut off any moment..
so nights all.. enjoy the cold weather while it LASTS!!!
There's only one reason for one to give without returns. . .
- Mood:
blank
wha.. my thigh muscles are like cramped and aching.. lol.. some jelly legs..
feel damm tired and exhausted now.. Joyner came over to my sch just now.. she is interested in the degree course for tourism and hospitality..
whahaha.. yes.. like recruit more ppl into Sma.. WooooHuuuuuu~~~ maybe my bro would be interested in the business IT thingy course too and join as well.. wootsss..
but details arent really comfirmed yet.. so we shall see...
hmm went over to PS after talking to the Sma staff about her course details and stuffs.. wanted to watch step up 2 just now..
but there were only like front row seats left.. OMGGGGGGGG some sad....
so we ended up meeting her cousins at PS and watched Water Horse.. thats some random.. lol..
the movie wasnt that bad.. quite interesting..
we went to the arcade for a little fun b4 heading back.. and then this 'cool' guy like stepped into the train at don noe what station..
his hair was like flat with gel.. then there was this blob of hair that was sticking out of his fringe.. the only thing that was standing on his head..
it looked like some antenna!!! lol what an alien.. hahas.. we had a good laugh then..
and now i m back home.. tired and exhausted.. lol.. think i m gonna sleep soon...
- Mood:
exhausted
Today is a special day.. its gonna be the start of my jogging routine.. whahahaha.. hmm lets see..
i shall make it a point to jog at least twice a week from the start of today.. LOL
i don know why.. kinda looking forward to NS..
even though i know i m gotta get lots of shits and attitudes by the higher rank ppl.. but i guess that would help to create bonds..
so its all good..
yay.. i got myself an early birthday present.. some nice guitar effector.. wootss.. haven totally experimented with it yet..
but so far it has been good and useful.. lol...
there's goes all the money that i kept in my bank to buy my bike.. hahas..
nvm i shall save up again..
just had work ytd doing stewarding again.. had to wash all the Chef's untensils.. its like damm irritating.. and makes me dulan..
they use the bowls and stuff like free one.. WTH.. of cos la.. also not them washing.. ZZZZ
and the tap was like so far away from the sink.. make me back ache.. some more ZZZ..
and the shoes are damm tight.. more ZZZ...
made me feel like never going back there to work again.. but i need the money.. no choice..
lol..
alright time for a jog... out~
- Mood:
anxious
today we had to shoot part of our band's MV in the rain!! lol.. was supposed to have it flimed at some la-lang field in Tuas..
but apparently.. it was raining all over.. so they decided to flim it at some junle area in punggol!! hahas..
so i kinda woke up early just to watch tv.. hahas.. but it was all good..
when we arrived at the place.. it seemed like the rain had stop.. so we had to apply make-up and get dressed and stuff while waiting for every1 to gather and also for the camera team to set up their stuff..
just when we were prepared to go for the shoot.. it started raining madly again..!! omGGG
but seeing how the NTU guy were all ready to risk their equipment and stuff getting wet.. and they were so passionate about have the MV done.. and they have all been very nice and very hospitable towards us during the fliming days, we decided to shoot in the rain..
hahas i swear that was one of the things i have always wanted to do.. seeing how some of the famous bands out there doing that.. it was so COOLLLLLL~~
i think the shoot went well.. except that all the hard work and efforts that we put into making-up was all washed off by the rain.. hahas..
lets hope and pray that none of the equipment would be damaged.. it was fun though.. being the first time doing this.. hahas.. all of us were soaked to our skins and wet till our undergarments.. hope the takes went well..
really cant wait to see how they are gonna edit the flim and make it into a MV with all the special effects and stuffs.. i m sure its gonna turn out nice with all the hardwork and effort that every1 has put in.. =D
alright got class tml.. luckily its banking.. the IT course is still quite a bore up till now.. lets hope it gets more interesting..
nights yall~
oh ya.. to the you know who, who is going to you know where.. stay safe alright.. enjoy urself~~ =D
we will be awaiting ur return~
- Mood: bouncy
spent the whole day at the studio in NTU flimming stuffs.. hahas.. even though it was tiring.. its actually quite interesting and fun throughout the day..
think i did too much head-banging and stuffs till my neck ached.. LOL.. it was some crazy shit shooting the MV.. with all the groovie moves and such..
today i also finally witnessed the power of make-up, thanks to Wendy(randy's gf) and Kayan( bro's gf) they really are skilled make-up artists..hahas..
i couldnt even see any of the red spots on my face when Wendy was done applying make-up to my face.. LOL
u could even say i was 'pretty' hahaahahahahahahahha..
but the condition of my face was already bad.. so i had to wash it off after the shoot was done..
next we had to pose as statues and we had to apply white paint to our whole face including the neck..
we all looked like Jokers from batman.. LOL it was fun while it lasted.. it took alot of time applying the face paint as well as removing it..
lol.. guess thats the summary of what happened today.. hahas.. will upload some pics if i can.. (some1 teach me how to use photobucket pls!)
alright gotta shoot again later.. this time i think the location would be at Tuas.. they wanna flim us at some huge field of la-lang grass..
nights all..
- Mood: exhausted
gotta wake up at 6am later on.. have to reach NTU at 9.. which is damm far away.. luckily Zhong is driving and he will be coming to pick us up at 7.30am.. phew..
the idea of the NTU guy seems interesting so i m really looking forward to it.. anyway it would be my first shooting a MV hahas..
think its gonna be fun.. but its gonna be tiring as well i guess.. with all the NGs and re-takes.. hahas..
lets just see how it goes later on..
alright its time for me to sleep then.. nights..
seeing u all together, i m happy for you.. and it would be best to leave things at that..
- Mood:
excited
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